Well, another year has as expected started and progressed in a blink of an eye. Somehow from the time I dreamt my album to the solid form it has taken I can barely recall anything. I’m still trying to learn how to pace myself. One moment my patience denies me access to the sweet fragrance of roses as I try to make something of my life and as I finally stop to ponder I wish I was able to recall more from the creative blitzkrieg!
The weather has been very forgiving. The cold has made it’s presence known but the snow still teases with its light, sporadic flurry. Another year rises on the horizon as 2009 slowly fades into nothing more but scars and fragmented memories. Was 2009 a good year? I’m not feeling it right now but I’m sure that I will be able to look back on it fondly as I always make sure to fit in activities that bring me joy. Somehow despite the isolation I typically create for myself I managed to enjoy it with others. To me it is very important that I remind myself of others who share their lives with me and how I can give back.
Life is this perpetual melancholy. On one hand you’re moving forward with a longing for yesterday and on the other a youthful hope and excitement for what lies ahead; laughing and crying, often not recognizing a beginning from an end.
I would hope that I have somehow shifted my growth and expanded my circle of life to allow for a greater overall experience in 2010. I’m looking forward to seeing what my actions of the passing year has created for me in this dream I manipulate and solidify; a student of Creation trying to navigate through this infinite existence.